yest i played this game wif ca. its call "do you really know me?" game. haha. ca played wif shawn today too.

guess wat?! i scored full marks for her questions can. hahha. beat tt. questions like.. wats her fave colour? wat does she ususally eat when she go subway? wat drinks she will drink? wats the colour of her curtains? her shoe sizes for various type of shoes.. how many shoes and heels and colour of belts she has.. when she sick wat she will eat.. her habits.. HAHA. i got it all right. man! full points! ting ting** haha three stars for myself ( * * * ). hahaha. well she got all my questions right too.hahaa. given her seriously forgetful brain. tts vy good. hahaha. OKAY LA! give u four stars LA. nah. ( * * * * )

i love ca vy vy much. and she is my bestest friend. =) blessing tt i am also grateful to God for. we have been through sooooo many ups and downs, tears and laughter. she jus loves me as who i am. she doesnt care about me past. she worries and takes care of me. She protects me not letting anyone or anything to harm me. even though she wasnt feeling well.. still insist to pei me do sound. She hugs me tight even i makes her angry. She doesnt mind mybad temper, impatience and dirtness(as in my room vy messy). She prays for me. Our concersations always include God. I know God is the centre of our friendship. and i'm vy happy. thank You Jesus. i Love You so much Lord.
haha. and toking about ca's blurness. sometimes ijus wanna strangle her, when she blur at the wrong time. seriously. her blurness n forgetfulness can jus make me speachless and amazed at times. makes me dunno to laugh or cry. hahaha. cute la. but this also makes me wana protect her. bring her here and there.. making sure she dun get bullied or lost. haha. ( seriously speaking.. she is much braver then me. cos i am vy timid). hahha.

give God the glory. i love you ger. u taught me how to express and hug wif love. =)

best friens STOMPANS!

once again. i cried.

sickandtiredofallthesethings,hurtedbrokentired.
idinnaskformuchimnotaskingforanythinganymore.
God idunwananythinganymore.imtirednsick.takethisawayfromme.
ihatetogethurt ihateihateihateihateihate. shouldibeimmuned
andduncareanymore?thisrealysucks. ihatecryingncryingncrying.whocaneverunderstandhowifeel.
whoevencares.imsickeddd.
heartnosechesteverything.
noneedtogiveintomeanymore.
OLord..plssssssssstakemeawaywithU..idunwannabehere.onmykneesiask.

i hate having blocked nose! i have to breathe through my mouth. and i keep coughing. hahaha. how to breathe!?! jus read newpaper. Behind my old hse, yishun blk 170, got this hill. haha. i lived at tt block for 10 yrs. din know tt the hill was a cemetary. HAHAHA. due to soil erosion. the urn tt was used to contain ashes re-appeared. hahaha. and the newspaper say, the hill contains 34000 died ppl ashes. hahhaha.

i rmmrber when i was very very young. i wanted to have little chicks. cos they are yellow. so one sunday morning, my dad bought me 2 chicks from chongpang. guess wat. they chirp NON stop. sooo.. in tt faithful sunday afternoon.. my dad brought it back to the pet shop and exchange it to a rabbit. no sound one. aiya. anyway. the rabbit died after one week. i was too young to know y. so i jus cried.

so. we had to remove died rabbit. We went downstairs. and my maid. held the plastic bag containing died rabbit. i looked at her climb up to the top of the hill and burried it. hahaa. story end.

anyway. wat i want to say is tt. MY DIED RABBIT IS WITH 34000 died ppl ASHES! HAHAHHA.i can call up the newscentre and tell them. EH! must also include my rabbit! haaa

stupit la.

once again! i love u cA! HAHA 8PM!!! YEAH

once again.
i'm tired.

down wif flu for a few days. on sat night i even had high fever. it was ard 8pm, din go to jazz concert. i was running high temperature. my mum wasnt at home. i was all alone in my mum's room lying on my bed. i tought i was dying. i prayed. ask God to take care of my family.. take care of ca.. and forgive me of all my sins. i really tot i was gona die jus like tt. high tempt.. i wasnt thinking properly. so i got up. and ask my sis to take panadol for me. i woke up. i knew i was tihnking too much. so i ate panodol. and decided to play guitar and sing for God. read the bible. read out loud. asking for God's presenceto be there wif me. He was there. my fever was gone by night.
ca. no worries. nxt time i will call u.
i realised.. when i'm sick. i tend to think alot.

i'm tired. heartache,worried,anxious,weak and everytihng. jus dun feel like toking to anyone. maybe its jus my nose la. i now its not right. but i still human ok.

i'm really tired. i really really feel like taking a long break. i dunno from wat... i have had a long long break already. one yr of long break already. jus feel like gg out of singapore. maybe for cruise.. or for holiday.....

running away.

sometimes. i really dunno wat i wan. seriously. tts y i will say things tt hurt. or heck care here and there. someitmes i care too much. sometimes i dun bother too much. i jus wanna be a peanut.

shall not tok.

silly ca is waiting.
i love you vy much k. i gave u my word. no worries. =) give u a lard. thank you for taking care of me today. refilling water and water.. pei-ing me throughout. haa. as we have prayed today. we noe God will take care of us. =)

yes. i've got my dream mp3 player le. Sony Walkman. heh heh heh















haha. but i can tell you. Sonystage vy hard to use can. but by God grace.. i figure out everytihng vy fast. hahhaa.

ok! people! i told myself
NO TAXI unncessarily AND NO EXPENSIVE FOOD FOR NEXT WK
terms and condition apply.
1.other then thurs's steamboat
2.unless i'm seriously late then can take taxi.


oK! if any of yoU! my friends! or my family! I NEED YOUR GRACIOUS HELP! A HELPING HAND! if you see me doing tt! Please remind me and scold me. AND you are allowed to give me a tight SLAP! ok!? dun heart sofT! JUST SLAP ME!

i must save for nxt wk! cos i spent to much le. thanks for your help.

yeah! i got in into digital media singapore poly. my first choice. hahaha. i'm happy. but i still kan chiong. cos ca haven wake up to check la! still can sleep?!

anyway give God all the glory! and He is good!

haha. today was quite a busy day. went giving out the concert flyers wif ca and lichu at Orchard road. haha. quite fun. our target was young people only. cos we dun wanna waste the flyers tt church print. but somehow.. some old ppl or middle-age ppl.. quite kaypo ah. hahaa. but it was quite good for overall.
And after tt! we went shoppiNG! hahAha. shoik ah.

and! Ezraaa! haha. i was watching the vcd for the performance today. wah wah. so PROUD of ezra! he can play vy well hur. hahA.esp the last song "Great is out God"..wah wah wah..anyway. thank you ezraaa. for ur prayers and Love and Concerns. i know u are always supporting me. as ever! i know i can always tok to you. =) haha. love you k bro! give you one bright star *. Hahaha

liverpool! so random! haha. no la.
was toking to ca today. then i told her. when i get married.. i wanna go honeymoon wif my husband to England Anfield! watCH a Live Liverpool matCH! hahHA. she say its vy romantic.. i was like Err.. no. i jus wanna watch their live matCh!!LIverPOOL!

Had a good tok wif ca today. thank you ca for loving me as i am. i love you alot k? thank God for you in my life. HUGS!

anyway. Hana Kimi's final episode was super boring.. i cant help but to say 'wah biang!..."

STEAMBOAT!
cant wait for nxt thurs. all over

i'm vy tired. cant help but to break down. feel like jus giving up.this is NOT my oiddahdahuihuiuhdauih to aoijiondi and i din poskdpofnoien can? ospkdpaokdhieufundusnufu LA.ARGH. but i know i cannot. its jus not right. jus press on for another week k? it has been vy tough. pressured by both sides. expectations and expectations.argh. changes and changes and changes and changes. after one changes.. so many things have to be arranged. argh. I do enjoy doing such stuff. but this is jus too much for me. i jus feel VY unhappy. i can tell u its very! i feel irritated.. annoyyed..frustrated anD aiya.. i dun wanna care already. TOKING is so much easier then being DONE.. DONE! argh DONE!?!!!??? i AM UNHAPPY! and i jus cried in front of my mum when i was pouring out everything to rl. i hate to cry in front of my mum. i hate to make her worry. since tomato's incident.. i told myself, i'm not gg to cry in front of my mum and make her worry anymore. but i jus did again. i cant possibily tell her the reason. she will jus ask me to quit.

i had enough. not gona care.


outside note. i wanna thank bee for supporting and helping me all this while. thanks bee. thank God for u. and ruoling too. thank you for letting me pour out everytihng and supporting me. thank you for ur patience. and also ca. thank you ger.. for standing by me wif ur love and support.

forgive me Lord. You are more than able. hide me behind

wah. today i gonna miss my liverpool match at 8pm. cos i will be gg to meiling's birthday party. Liverpoool vs Man u. well its at anfield(liverpool's home), so we are in advantage. If Man u win ah. they cmf win Epl le. SO! liverpool.. must win. gonna pray. heh heh heh.

yesterday, went to NUH with ruoling. Visit aunty kumari. Miss toking to her. she is good now. Gave her my chicken pie in exchange for their hospital lunch. hahaha. Fish! it was quite nice. i like.

After tt.. went to town wif my DEAREST CA ( if ca see wat i jus typed. she's gone smile like this =D, trust me). ok. shop shop shop shop. in the end. i bought a bag. hahaha. for sch one. i know i got alot of bags. but i needed theis bag. haa
and ca say i look like a mat (thanks bee, for teaching me how to spell mat) hahaha. oh and also bought mr gabriel's birthday present. haha. mr gabeeEe. haha

overall. i enjoyed my day la.
my blogskin nice ah?

haha

yesh! finaly got my blog skin done.
hahA.
had a long day today
i got stomachache now. wanna shit.
wanna know wat i did today?
go see ca's blog


ca's blog