Be the reason i live..be my quest my constant vision..

Saturday, December 31, 2005

arghhh..abit bored now.. i'm suspose to pack my room in the afternoon. so wat happened was tt.. i sat on the sofa thinking of how to pack my room..for the whole afternoon! and its evening now..i haven pack.. ha ha ha -_- nice...

ate hokkien mee for dinner..haa. the quality of my hse downstair's hokkien deproved le!!..the chili so dry..and the mee so dry...water rationing ah uncle......hahaa.. ok.. but thank GOd got food can le.. not going watchnight tonite..yaa.. later waiting for 11pm..got LiverpooL vs west brom.. haha..wanna watch! yeaHHh.

Morning went to mt ca makan breakfeast at chong pang macs.we ate hotcake meals.




The butter's' given to us were like abit whitish..looks pale to us ..so we were thinking whether to sent it to the doctor..cos maybe sick ah...imagine..when we rush to the chong pang famous clinic

us: DOCTOR! ok..our friend is pale...think he/she is sick..we wanna see the docky..
nurse: okokok...take number,(gives us a paper) write the name,address here...
us: okok..(start to write..)
name:BUTTER O MACDONALDS CHONG PANG gu you(chinese name)
address:Famous Yishun Chong pang
Blk the macdonalds beside chong pang cc
#01-in-the-tray
Singapore 760101
soo we got the number and sat down and wait..
nurse: Mser(ms-er..means ms combine wif mr) butter! ur turn..!
soo we rush butter to the doctor. Skinny chong pang doctor..took out his steatoscope(aiya dunno who to spell) put on butter...

there was no heartbeat....................................(butter ma..where got hearttbeat)

then he told us the most heartbreaking news.....
doctor: i pronounced that he/she is dead.......i'm sorry..
doctor thinking tt we will break down to cry....
us: orH okay..ca!lets go..finish out hotcakes..and my fave harshbrown! yeaH! yumyum.. later go cut hair k.
-the end-

haha... okk.. gonna go pack my room le.
happy tt u've got ur new specs!!! haa yeah

Friday, December 30, 2005

woo...i'm at home now..haa.. finally after four days of work! hahaa.. caren came and joined me at SI today.. quite coOl. she is steady maN! haha..had lots fun. hhaa. Ms lee(my lady boss) was great! after i ended work..she treated me pizza la.haha..she say i vy hard workiNg for the past feel days. Glory to God.. haa.. when i started working...whether is it SI or venezia..i told myself..tt no matter wat i do..i have to do it for the Lord. and its not for myself. And God is faithful! He sustained,protected and blessed me all the way this year.. thank God.cos He nv fails. =)

yeah..i've got a new bike..haa.. CAnnot call it my wife..becos..i'm not suspose to have a "wife". hahA..soo its my son! hahaa.. my bike's name is called ah boy. sOo..when i cycle..i will like tok to him. yaa.. but he haven learn to speak yet ya.. soo yaa..haa.. nice bike. haAa.. can voom ard now faster.. yaa.

jony shared something today..... we are holding on to things in life and on the other hand..trying to reach God. wat came to my mind was tt.. He is right!.. how to reach God if our hands all busy holding on to the things of the world. we only have two HANDs....we can't go far in reaching GOD!.. God wan us to let go...stop holding...
He is coming for a spotless and blameless child. Cleanse. Pure. only the pure can enter the kingdom of God. are u a follower or a believer?? ... scary man..if on tt day.. you call out to Him.. Lord Lord! and He say..I do not know you. Let go the things of the world... let go...reach to God with both hands..and whole heart.. cos He is all tt i and you need.......

wooo..soo lonng nv blog le! haa.. jus feel tt something is missing in my new blog skin..but i dunno wat is it. I have been working for the past four days at sweet indugence. haha.. the food is still forever great. yeah! Boss promised me to have cabonara for lunch tml!my fave la...its like super nice..!regular customers are still the same..jus tt din get to see "lee" ..an ang mo with england ascent who eats lamb stew for lunch and 5 cups of earl- grey tea a day. hahaA. tml is my last day! haaa..yawN.. sleepy.. hahaa.
munching honey stars in my mouth now...

munch munch munch.......
HONEYSTARS THE BREAKFEAST CEREAL WITH THE GREAT HONEY TASTE!

I love priscilla shin shin hui!! hAha

Monday, December 26, 2005

ok..super full now. morning when to suntec marche mt 2203 my jc class.everyone is doing well.meiling and jeremy din go.ya. so..2pm ran to mt the rest for movie. watched wif ana,ruoling,victor,eddie,eufai,erwin,aza,ruoying,gerry and lichu. nice to have many peeps watching movie together..the movie was nice.. =) cool... so qiao mt shiai,weilin and weilin's sis at gv after movie. they jus finish majong session at sam's hse. haa.. so after tt..chiong chong pang satay and hokkien mee wif sai. our usual. yaa.. burp..super full now..

so many things i wanna say..............all in my mind..

Sunday, December 25, 2005

it means alot to me...wanted to go back golden mile to find..argh....

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

blaaaaaa.... jus woke up. lalaaa. had a nightmare last night. quite scary. i dreamt of 23 wanting to whack me la..she was super angry with me over some stuff..haha i was like running ard in the dream..thank God its jus a dream....

i wan to EAT HOKKIEN MEE...going down to BUY! haha
waiting for shiai to call me..then go chionG..

Sunday, December 18, 2005

wooo.. jus reached home. got a tong pang from ana and aunty. ahhh..tml got examz..but i no mood to study at all. seriously.. i'M not worried about it at all.. jus wanna faster faster get done wif it and go chiong...

fast man.. cantata is this coming saturday. its likE so fast la..waH.. alot of last min preparation.. anD problems cropped up in the techinical side of the musical. but i know God is in control and He leads the whole cantata.. and He will take charge of everything. haha..gonna pray man. i'm excited man! haha why? cos i know God is doing sumthing through this musical..and through this cantata He had answered alot of my prayers.. and i know He always hears my prayers.

blaaaaaa...got abit confused today. i know tt i have to stay focus.. and always do the right thing. i cannot afford to be away from Him..i need Him more than all tt i can think of and desire.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

caren is going to hongkonG tml(saturday)!! heee yeah.. jus feel happy for her! so shuang..can take aeroplane..haaaha. eHh so when are we going our cruisE?

hmm..abit moody.. juS now got scolded by my mum.. oR shuld i say.. she was angry.. yaa.. i din really understand the reason y she so angry.. think its becos.. i din study for her to SEE? or.. think i din really help much in hse work?? hmm.. i dunno..y must i study for her to see..?? i tihnk i'm old enough to know how and when to study... haiz.. but anyway.. i still love my mum alot. i know she scold me becos she cares and loves me. sorry mummy... i hate to see u angry or sad becos of me.

hoooo..mt ca today(friday) to get quacK.. waH i miss quack badly man.. haha..found out tt both quack and pok are boys..wooo.. hahaha.. sO coool.seeing both pok and quack jus cheers me up. went to ca hse.. she made a hamster hse for P&Q. sOo cute la.. hahah got slide summore one. good JOB ger!pheewee! haha..went to makan lunch..then hangout..theN went to my fave far east plaza...woo. (i almost every wk goes to far east once la)..wah.. haha. had a great time shopping wif ca.. sO funny la..she wanted to buy a Tshirt(with vespa printed on it) for me. she almost took the Tshirt to the cashiR to paY! thank God i was in time to STOP her.. pheew..otherwise un-imaginable consequences..hahhaa. the T super ex man.. 30bucks.. i quickly pulled her away.. hahah and continue walking.. she wanted to like siam siam abit to go back and buy.. but i knew tt she sure forgot where is the shop..cos i know she NSOD(-no sense of direction-) hahhHAhha. super funny la.. hahahHAhaa.so she anyhow anyhow walk here walk there..haha..i was like laughing all the way,refuse to show her wheres the shop..haa but in the end she found the shOp..(-anyhow one-) hahhAHhaa.. but i'm sure now she forget wheres the shop le. hahaha. soO cute la..couldn't stop laughing man.. she made my day man!! haha.. so in the end she bought me a cross necklaces and a fresh milk T. haha. THANk YOU CA! Love you to bits even till the molecules of the molecules.. haha.. u know right? i love psh. :)

woo..later(sat) got cantata.....

well..yest(thurs) went to sp to watch the match. haha..they had six quaters la! haa. i was lame-ing wif caren and her daniel all the while cos the rest all playing match.i was like telling daniel tt this year bryan wng won alot in stars award! caren and daniel coming for cantata! hahA i told them no cameras allowed in the place.hahaha.(they dun believe me) haha.. ohh sam bought me hello pandas!
. first time mt guoyang in real person. Saw tt he treats sam very well..=) hmm..tts gd. hmmm.. she had leg cramps halfway in the match.See LA! haiz! nv warmed up properly!.. rush straight over to see her..haa.but i felt tt i couldn't be there for her...cos he already there le. haa.. think i have to get used to it.. yaa.. hahaa. buT no matter waT! i will still be there for her! and she knows =)

thank God for every protection

all i need is you Lord...

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

i need Him more then anything else...

woo..i jus woke up frm my nap. haha ate my delicious dinner. hmm.. yest i accidentally slip my mouth and told me my about my exam nxt monday. sO.she was shockeD! cos..i'm like out everyday...anD got abit unhappy with me. sOo.. i dun like my mum to be unhappy..so i must automatic abit.. gotta study man.
haa.. today.went to accompany my sister jiaying to a Safra table tennis competition. haa.. ca pei-ed me (thankz ger!).haha.my sista was abit kan cheong..yaa..sOo both ca and i asked her to relax and praY to God ask Him for strenght. wheN her match started wah.. ca n i were like scARED man. hahhA.. shE had to win two person in order to get into second round. sooo the first match startEd..my sis played well! so trashed the other ger 3games to 0 man. wAH! haha..second match was abit tough. the opponent was quite strong. mY sista lost the first game..she was kan chioNg. sO ca and i was super kan chioNg..we pray and prayed i tink hahahaha. theN..my sista played..and she wON the second game! woooo.. at a little water break after tt.. she told us she prayed b4 she played the 2nd match. hahaha i was super happy la! cos God nv fails one ma!. sOo.. ca n i encouraged her to pray more..haha..praiSE God! she won the third gamE! soo..she had to win the fourth game too. anD the fourth game was a TOUgh match man!..game point both 11, then 12..waH! then finally she wOn!.. its really God's grace man.. Thank GOd for being wif my sis. haha..the opponent was really stronG!..God is stronger!. hope my sis execise more of her faith. heee.. God is real. =)

Brought quack to ca hse jus now.. to let pok and quack mt up. hahaa then both of them were super happy to see each other! hahaa..soo quack is staying over there today.. haha.. hope both of theM have fun together.=) belle is so cute la..hahaha. ca! thank you for everyday today!love ya lotslotslots:)

oh hahaaha! yest ezra and i PRANKED on chaN eufai! hahhaa.. so funny la! eZRA! high five! hahaha.. people! remember..u can nv play G chord with five fingers.. cos u need to hold the guitar.. haha.. yeah.anD enuiCe phua's laughter really scaRed me yest man!...haha.. cos got echo somemore..wah...thank God no nightmares..hahaa..

I LOVE teaM 5!! God gave me sOOoo much Love to love them..each and everyone of them. dunno how to express it.. haha.. God is sooo goood. and He answers my prayers.. haha so exciting caN.

woo..tml evening.. i'm going to singapore POLY with sam. haha in the evening to watch a bball friendly match. hee.. new century vs sp. coOl man.. go suppoRt theM(new century..my last time's team).. saM jia you! haha.. shiai toO zhaOo too..haha.. everyoNE inside! =)

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

ha ha ha ha..today,i bought pok pok for ca .. and she bought quack quack for me. sO funny la... hahhaahaa.. they both have a same surname.. "keh". soo its pok pok keh and quack quack keh. haha. lame man! haha.. hope they can reunited soOon. cos they are frm the same pet shop. haa. had great time at breakfeast wif ca today at bk.. haa. I LOVE PRIS man! .. thank God for everthing! =) God loves us ya

met SAM in the afternoon..haha.she bought me perfume and Tshirt for birthday! heee.. love her man. soo long nv mt up.. hope to mt her sOOn agaiINnn.hahaa.. we ate sakae sushi..againn.. hahaha. burp.. i'm like full..haa..

Friday, December 09, 2005

hahaa...serioUSly.. i nv eat so much in my whole live before.. today..i ate alot..! hahhaa.. although its 9dec now.. i dun care! i still count it as 8dec! hahahaa...

i feel vyvy blesseD.. cos God loves me.. haha.. since last night at 12am.. my hp was flooded.. i wanted to make sure tt everyone get replied with a thank you ..so tt they can be Blessed tOO. haha.. everyone made my day since 12am last night. =) ..after reading the bible..i went to slp..

so this morninG i woke up at 10am. guess wat was the first words tt i said once i woke up?? "thank you Jesus" i was soo grateful to Jesus for everything....and I LOVE HIM ALOT!. on my way to school for my exam..i was filled with joy..and i can't help but love Him more.haha.. so went to exam..the paper was okk..haha could do everything except one 3marks qns.. haha..wanted the paper to end asap..haha. sO after paper.. my classmate passed me a CAKE.. haha.. think 1kg cake ..ask me to bring hOme..say its from the class...hahah..wah. but anyway thank God for tt.. free cakEEe hahaa..

i rushed down causeway to meet my bball buddies.. caren,zhao and shiai. woO.. haha..they are soo cool.. love to hang out with them man. soo.. i've got a treat at seoul garden..haha..shoiK man.. we ate alot.. i ate alot..bURpp..then got presents frm themm..haha..soo happy!!!haaa..aft dinner..we cut CAKE then blow candle..haha we sang happy birthday sonG.. i sang vy loudly to myself hahahhahaaa.."HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!" hahaha.. then we to take neOprinT.. then when to arcade to play our fave Air Hockey. hahha.. i got trashed by zhao..7-3 i tihnk.. then carEn wOn shiaI..pheewee..it was a close fight!i almost fainted while cheering.. i really enjoyed myself..haha.thank God.

After tt i rushed down to mt my dearest mummy and tingying(my sister) to go airport together to fetch my JiayiNG. we toked in the buS...and i made my mum laughed until she cried..hahaa..as usual. sO we reach terminal 2. there were alot of policemen...i also dunno y. sO i told my mum.."eh mummy..u see..my birthday..policeman come and protect me!"so they gave me a diao look. hahaaa..we sat down at polar cafe to drink tea and eat cheesecake(royal hotel one) haha..so niCe..my mum buy cos my birthday. hahaaaa.. ate aloT. finally JIAYING ARRIVED.. when i saw her..i straight away..screamed... JIAYING I MISS YOU!....haha..then she say got present for me..guess wat.. she took out a soft toy monkey from her bag.. i was like..thanks ah...she say the monkey look like me.. ok... hahaha..as usal so heR.. she always thinks i'm a monkey. wRONG concepT!.. but anyway..i'm used to it.hahaha.. had a great time with my familY.. haha..

i thank my preicouS daddy God for everything today...God is good. haha...tml got another long day to go..whOo..gotta wake at..9am i tihnk...hahaa..looking vy forward for tomorrow..! =) ..
oh ya..she msged me today..haha..say happy birthday..was abit shocked cos din expect. haha..it was nice..cos long time nv contact le.thank God..lalalalaaa...

ok..gotta go pack my bag for camp..haaaha. i miss alot of people..i miss sam(vy long nv mt her le,mting her nxt wk), i miss ca(my manager), i miss hanging out with team5(paused), i miss hanging out with the youths(cos every sat got cantata now)..hhaha. i'm vy blessed. praise God!.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

wooo...its another sunny day! but i have to stay at home..guai guai study finish my econs.. tml its the eXam. ahhhhhh. Hope it can be over soon man. i only left a few chapters...but i must push myself man. I prayed le..so i know God will help me too. heee.. God answered my prayers again! =) must continue to pray cos God listens and answers!. haha...i din really studied yest..slacking day man yest....

yest..i had tution till ard..11.30. reach home..and rott..watch tv..until ca messageed me. then we mt for lunch. at YishUn's famous chong pang coffee shop(i think).haha. enjoyed ourselves..we tok super alot of rubbish. tokked about the birds being as part time cleaners..helping to clear the food at the coffeeshop.blablablaaa..haha. wanted to go home to study..aft lunch..coS i was mting shiai in the evening chionG moviE.haha..but in the enD.. the sUN was too goood..anD..after further persuasion of ca.. hahhaa.. i when swimming with her and eunice. SHOIK man...hahaa..the weather was perfect for swimming. Had fun at the pool..haha..i swim abit like dying ardy..hahaa.. too long nv execise.hahaha..as usual...ca and i started toking rubbish..while tanning and eunice chiong her 30laps. li hai lehz shee..haha.

mt shiai...we go chiong movie... haha as usual..we tok alot in the movie theatre.. i ithnk hor..those ppl sit near us vy suay..hahha..coS we dicuss the moVie..anD guess wat will happpen nxt.. we vy noisy la.. but tts usual. hahaa..aft movie..we chiong her bike when to chong pang again. haha..ate alot man..i ate hokkien mee and five satays..she ate one plate chicken rice and 15 satays..and the usual sugercane drink.after dinner..we went to the bicycle shop..tok to the uncle. sai knows the uncle well..so i was asking the uncle to intro bike..and he promise to give gd price.heehee..yeah maN. reach home ard..10pm..haha..tired jiu slp le.. nv study........

sOo i hafta study intensively todaY!

Monday, December 05, 2005

ok..i'm at home study intensively now.so bored.. jiaying not at home. miss her badly man..no one to disturb at home.. haha..have to ren more three days! aft my econs exam..she will be bacK! hee.. study study study...
hmm.. yeah! i'm mting her(estelle) on friday! so long nv c her le.....haha.. lalala..
caMp this sat coOol! vy excited about it.. hahaa..ok..i'm suspose to snore (right ca? hee).. sOo..who wants to join the snoring ganG? HA hA hA. all are welcome! but, 10bucks registration fee..early bird..5bucks only.. all funds will go to saving peiying pocket money fund...stocks while last...batteries sold seperatly.

i had a dream last night... i dream tt i was imigrating with my family to US..haha. weird right? i wun leave Yishun one!

Saturday, December 03, 2005

ok...i'm super sleepy now...my eyes are like...touching my nose... i stayed at shiai's hse yest.. with caren. haha.. wat did we doo? we watched tv..cos sai has a big tv at home..theN. play with her cats..xiao hei and xiao bai. haa..they so cute la..this is the first time in my entire life playing with cats..cos i think cats are scary creatures tt meows. Played chinese chess with Sai..haha i wON.i Won.i wOn. ok..how is tt possible? ok..i used my horse and my car to jiang her.haha..who wanna challenged me??

this morning...after we woke up.. sai ordered delievery KFC 8 piece chicken meal..as we waited for the food.. caren had to leave.cos she mting daniel. soo..sai and me..wait and wait for 1hrs plus since the order..finally it came.. sai was FURIOUS! she called the KFC and scolded them. haha.. then..the chickens came..guess wat..it was soaky and the nuggets were smashed. sOO.. angrily she called KFC and scold them.. cOOOl man. haha..theN they say they will replace with another set. guess wat? we tot we would have 16pieces of chickens! but in the end when the delivery man came again..he took back initial 8pcs chicks...(diao..think they will throw away the chicks man..wasteD!) soo..we were left with 8pcs chickens..in the living room..with sai's two rabbits, two turtles and the two cats..(zoo man). i ate two pieces and sai ate.. 6pcs.. ok..its not unusal..its 100percent NormaL. sai eats alot. haa... when to church for rehersals..i'm was super tired..haha..and i broke a guitar string..greaT...

eh team 5! pauSE!i win! HAH HAH

ok...i miss sam
(she is in thailand now with the rest of the gang and she is gonna buy me somthing!)..
..i miss tt ger who stays in yishun block 611..
(her internet got cut off...cos she nv pay..SEE LA! how to tell her wat birthday present i wanT! actually can call her la...haha..dumb).
i miss Jiaying
(cos she is at beijing now.no one to disturb at home...when she come back i'm gonna disturb her until she whack me yeaH).
i miss tokking to lichu..
(cos satelite got some problem..and i must find time to tok to her man)
i miss daena tan...
(she is on the other side of the earth..and i miss her)
i miss priscilla ca..
(cos she always cheers me upuP and loves me as i am).
i miss AZariah..
becoS its His Birthday toDAY! haappy birthday aza!!

*i wanna cut hair lehzzzz.................my hair is like the longest in 3years.

**thank you, my deardeardear Jesus for yest,today and tml! u are always with me..i know