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Saturday, December 18, 2004

well well well..

Just rched hm 30mins ago...ahh..vy tired..haha
Today is our youth ministry charisma's last service of this yr~serious k. haha.. so the theme of today's service was.. thanksgiving.
After worship..all of us were asked to seat in a circle. Each of us were suspose to thank God for something..haha
well.. haha..i shared abit.. but there r still many things tt i wan to thank God for this yr..

1) bringing me through the A levels...(scary examz)
2) brought my family closer together
3) breaking down strongholds..and revealing my my weakness..
4) His faithfulness..and grace
5) carrying me throught every storm

still got alot of things..but jus cant think of it nw..brain block..haha

Monday is my camp~~haha.. now as its getting nearer..i'm can feel the excitment growing in me.. dunno y.. God is dealing wif my heart. i believe.haha...
i'm gonna believe for new commitments and spiritual breakthrough in this camp. haha
THanK God first.. cos He nv fails.

ps: haha lalang.. i do know tt ppl r leaving comments for me on blog..haha. was jus wondering how to ge a tag board.

Friday, December 17, 2004

long time no blog

haha...my blog is rotting.. i saw some..fungus and moulds ard jus now..
ok..back in action noW~!

wat have i been doing for the pass few days??er...i'm dun quite remember..
try to recall
tuesday:
i went to..oh..meet philip in the afternoon to have lunch and tok. we toked abt ministry and stuff..firery..haha.we are the Jesus generation!!
then evening..went to meiling's hse wif caren wong moo moo.Together,with our powers combined we completed a 1000piece jig puzzle!!haha. its a dolphin puzzle.
we then stayed over at meiling hse...haha.
Thank God..by his grace.. meiling and i have not quarrelled for a long time.. tts gd.. vy gd!haha..right meiling??.. must maintain ya.

ok..wednesday:
in the afternoon..meiling and i met up wif our classmates..we are riched ppl k~ we went to cafe cartel to makan.(i'm broke) haha..we tok and tok ..took photos.Then ,in the evening.. we watch NATIONAL TREASURE(dear ppl..this movie can't be watched in the national museum.. its only showed in cinemas..GV,shaw,Cathey etc..lamE.. (-_-") )
Anyway.. the movie is nice!!haha..vy nice.clues here clues there clues everywhere!

thursday..which is yest:
oh..i rot at hm..oh.. in the morning i went back to my primary sch..help jiaying(my youngest sis) buy her sch books..she needed at strong person like me~to help her carry books.haha.crap
went to the library in the noon..for half n hour.. library is not for me..its a super boring place!din know y i go there..haha. think i was super bored.
the rot-ti-ness was killing me.

friday TODAY: er...er..i'm at hm now..updating my blog..haha. going out later wif my sis.then in e evening ... meeting meiling to shop.

i'm not a rich person...although i always shop..i dun buy things.. haha.
wonderfull!!i recall everything..haha

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haha..er..anyone can help me..or teach me how to get a tag board??

Monday, December 13, 2004

JeSus is tHe aNswEr for the woRld todaY

this song is stucked in my brain... each and every of my brain cells are sing ing this song.. hahaha.."Jesus is the answer..for the world today.."

just came back from sentosa this afternoon..around 2pm. Spent time with my family..it was fun!but i caught a flu..but i knoe in Jesus's name i'm already healed.i tihnk that sentosa has no improvment at all.. things are still as ex.. haha. but i did enjoy.
oh ya...there is alot of peacock...my dad suggested to catch them to bbq..haha


ahh..suddenly feel like playing guitar..okok... inspiration has comE!!

Friday, December 10, 2004

He is faithful

super dissapointed la...its..2.08am in the morning...jus ended ph with someone..i'm dissapointed.. or am i jus crazy..?er..over sensitive?
y must everyone slp at this time??sleeping is so important ahz? y can't i get to slp?? y am i so dissapointed.. ah i know y..is it becos i'm on this earth? ya.. i have to face humans everyday?? i used to think of such things in the past when i get tired over things.humans..haiz...
For all have fallen short of the Glory of GOd..i know..things of the world jus make me feel tired..

i remember there was a time..i kept asking God to bring me up there to him. In heaven i mean.. ya..cause i couldnt bring myself to trust ppl..as in handling relationships..but thank God.. he brought me through every storms...He nv nv nv nv nv fails. i'm still here becos..i have His works and purpose to fulfill..i know Lord.

i wrote a song..."I jus wanna climb to the highest peak".. the 1st pre chorus goes like this..

When i was down..u comforted me..when i was hurt u mend my heart..
when i was lost..u came to me.. when i need someone..u were there for me..

then the 2nd prechorus..
how many times..i want to sing.. to sing of the things u have done for me..how many times..u came to me.. saying my child "i love you"

This is wat i felt..through every storm..and how He stood by me and comforted me over and over again..He is faithful.

I used to ask Him this question..
"dear Jesus..how shuld i treat ppl..??..when they kept on causing dissapointment??..act as if nothing happened?? nah..i can't..you know i can't..then how??"

His reply was "Love them.. jus like the way I Love you. Treat others the way u want them to treat you..But dun ever expect them to treat u the same way back.. Love them" What an awsome GOd is He!

Lord..help me to be more like you..i'm not my own..i'm yours..
2:41am

Thursday, December 09, 2004

woke up super late today..1pm i tihnk. went to sengkang to meet the class.. went to the basement to buy famous amos =)
met li chu..and vanessa(li chu's fren)
then i met.. eng leong and alicia and alicia's brother(he was playing wif bubbles)
then..saw esther..raymond and yingren
then saw eddie.. haha

finally.. i met up wif my class..

hmm... =( had a quarrel wif ms ong.. it was a misunderstanding again.. i'm sorry ya? ?

i saw mr jeremy yeo wif the green adidas bag tt i liked.. haha..i was so envy.. and plus he wore tt green puma Tshirt.felt like robbing him.. (u heng ah..i nv)
after tt.. we went to jeremy's hse...some played majong..some played ps2..ps1..then we watched xi ling meng...ate curry chicken..blah blah blah..

then left wif ben,yinren,raymond,ngai meng and esther~ on the way..at the traffic light..while we were crossing the road..sumthing happened****hahaha ok..secret..shh..

Oh ya...!! haha... when i left jer's hse.. they gave me the green addidas bag..wif the sandals inside..haha..its actually for me! haha..bluff me...
anyway.. thanks CLASS..22/03 of AJC ..love u guys man..ya.
thanks alot..from the bottom of my heart.
thank you meiling too..and wheres my card ahz??! haha

ms ong is so busy...ya.. especially at night hor... u better to forget me k!or else i will..i will..ya..er i will..box you!

I Thank my Lord Jesus Christ for all that he has done...Praise God for all the blessings.. i have work to do..His work.. Thank God today managed to contact ck today...=) another step into the vision.. haha.
Many things have to commit to the Lord..but i know tt He has control of everything.. must learn to let go and tap on His strenght.
There is not much time left...there is so many things tt i want to do for Him
i remembered at the prophetic conference..
brother sadu said this when he called out for the youth.
"to know His will for you..you have to
Seek the Lord with all of you heart..all of ur mind and soul..seek His face"

i want to go out THERE.. THERE..for him.. to serve Him with all that i can give...then passion tt throught christ, will nv die...the fire.wOo..
Praise God.Be glorified Lord



to the ends of the earth for Him..

shuld i buy famous amos cookies? its a question tt i have been thinking for the past few days.Only God knows the answer.
haa..hey.first time blogging.its the "Inn" thing k. haha.
Praise God for all the blessings for these past 18 years..Thank God cOming intO my Life..without Him.. i can't imagine wat i would be like..

Thank you Thank YOu Jesus..Thank YOu Thank YOu Jesus.. ThanK you Thank You jesus in my HearrT ahh.

FINAlly.. i am proud to announce.. I AM 18..
ya. i'm not kidding.. i am 18.hey serious la.. i'm not kidding..i'm 18... =)