He is faithful

super dissapointed la...its..2.08am in the morning...jus ended ph with someone..i'm dissapointed.. or am i jus crazy..?er..over sensitive?
y must everyone slp at this time??sleeping is so important ahz? y can't i get to slp?? y am i so dissapointed.. ah i know y..is it becos i'm on this earth? ya.. i have to face humans everyday?? i used to think of such things in the past when i get tired over things.humans..haiz...
For all have fallen short of the Glory of GOd..i know..things of the world jus make me feel tired..

i remember there was a time..i kept asking God to bring me up there to him. In heaven i mean.. ya..cause i couldnt bring myself to trust ppl..as in handling relationships..but thank God.. he brought me through every storms...He nv nv nv nv nv fails. i'm still here becos..i have His works and purpose to fulfill..i know Lord.

i wrote a song..."I jus wanna climb to the highest peak".. the 1st pre chorus goes like this..

When i was down..u comforted me..when i was hurt u mend my heart..
when i was lost..u came to me.. when i need someone..u were there for me..

then the 2nd prechorus..
how many times..i want to sing.. to sing of the things u have done for me..how many times..u came to me.. saying my child "i love you"

This is wat i felt..through every storm..and how He stood by me and comforted me over and over again..He is faithful.

I used to ask Him this question..
"dear Jesus..how shuld i treat ppl..??..when they kept on causing dissapointment??..act as if nothing happened?? nah..i can't..you know i can't..then how??"

His reply was "Love them.. jus like the way I Love you. Treat others the way u want them to treat you..But dun ever expect them to treat u the same way back.. Love them" What an awsome GOd is He!

Lord..help me to be more like you..i'm not my own..i'm yours..
2:41am