Be the reason i live..be my quest my constant vision..

Friday, April 28, 2006

election is around the corner! i'm excited! haaa..

but its vy scary to see..all the candidates faces all around....

LEFT! RIGHT! UP! DOWN! K!

i jus turn my head.. i surely can see a poster...

like this.....














i was bored... so i drew this to express how i feel about the election.. =).


anyway. i had a great day today.. ahhh so tired.. lazy to blog already.. shld blog about wat happened today..tml. hahaaa. i love uu*

Thursday, April 27, 2006

this is bad... why am i doing here at this time. cant sleep.. againn.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

From The Inside Out
united live

chorus:
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
FROM THE INSIDE OUT
LORD, MY SOUL CRIES OUT

i'm staying on the 3th floor of my cool four storery high HDB flat. currently there is this two uncles at my house downstairs. these two uncles,who are not sleepy at all..at this late hour,they are coughing non-stop. i dunno when they will stop. but they have been taking turns to cough for quite a while. I'm serious! guess it has been 10-15mins.. cough and cough and cough.... i tihnk they are trying to communicate through coughing. orrr maybe.. it is some coughing competition organised by some RC in this LATE HOUR! WHERE PEOPLE WANNA SLEEP!!!!... -_- . maybe the winner who can cough the longest.. wins the attractive first prize-- a bottle of sea-coconut cough syrup..which cost $3.20 at my house downstair's econ minimart. =).

oh they have jus stop coughing. tts cool. hahaa.

ahh now my hamsters are making alot of noise... -_-

todayy! ger din go schh.went to her hse ard noon to teach her chem. hahaa. glad u know wats covalent bond. soo wats ionic bonding now!? .. hahaha. kk la dun scare u anymore. u did a great job todayy k!love u lots!=) haaa.by the grace of God..we had a great day today. thank God! =). i willl try to control my burping kk.. wahh i have been eating alot these few days... but nvm God still loves me. hahaa. God will sustain u tml!. it will not be a long dayyy k..cos Daddy is wif u =)

ahhh

i'm sleepy now... z_z.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

couldn't sleepp.... toss and turn toss an turn.. and finally i ended up here since 2am. its like 330am now.. came online.. look ard.. read many ppl's blog.. found many other long lost friends' blog..and i found lime juice's blog too. she jus started sch.and guess she is doing well now..the things she likes are still the samee.. even her new blog add is also still so her. haaa. time flies.it has been..one year plus since we really last met or talked. i have always wondered..how will i react if one day i bumped into lime juice on the street.... hahaaaha

special thanks to my hao xiong di-daena. haa. its 3plus am here and its 12pm plus over there at US i tihnk.anyway.. daena jus woke up and its friday now at US..cool.. anyw thanks for entertaining mee while u repair ur "shift" key on ur keyboard..(hope it gets well soon=)) and showing me tt kok jap videoo. hahaaha.. i will hear u sing "rainbow's connection" one dayy k. haaa.

my sunshine is fast asleep and snoring nowww. hahaaa. i can hear frm my house kk... haaa.anyway i finished putting all our photos and stuff into the albumm alreadyy. cool..show u one day kk. haha. hugs*
(15mins k..woah tts long..) haaaaaa

chiong girl's outing sooooon k.. wah i suddenly miss eunice's hse the durian and the soup.. haa. and joel's house the xiao bai cai! haaa yumyum.

ok i wanna sleep alreadyyyyyyyyyy. yeahhhh.. oh no.. its 4am.. i needa wake up early to play ball wif sis...
zzzzzzzzzzz

Friday, April 21, 2006

i was made to praise You...
i was made to glorify Your Name..
in every circumstances...
i was made to thank You..
I was made to Love You...
I was made to worship at you throne.....
and to obey you Lord....
I was made for You.....

dug out some of the photos when i was young... hahahaa


my first bandd.. haha me play the guitar... my sister Xinying playing the keyboard.. and tingying! singing there.. hahahahahaa.. talaented man..






















my little sister Jiaying when she was baby!.. haha.









JIAYING SO CUTE! AHH... (wat happened to her now...??)























had a great day today..=) haha.
*my sunshine

i love Jesus!

Thursday, April 20, 2006

today is gonna be my last paper.. cool. but i dun really look forward to finish it. seriously. cos i know after exam.. i have alot more things~ to face. i jus dunwana face it.. ahhhh. dunn duNnnnnnnnnnnn....toot* me toot*.. actually i dun really know wat i'm thinkingg.. haaa
miss u*!
anyway....
ways to get rid of tt uneasy and breathless feeling...: spend QUALITY time wif God..

Monday, April 17, 2006

having my final year econs paper later at 2pm. dun really have the mood for examz.. time passed really fast. its the end of my year one.. ahhh but i dun really look forward to year two. its jus scares me. cos i know its gonna be hectic and stuff. how am i going to work.. thinking about it makes me stress. haaaa. cant wait to faster finish my exams. prayyy tt my sch wun move to the new campus so soon.. wahh i tihnk i so grumpy todayyy. haaha. forgive me Lord. i dun wanna be independent.. but to depend on You alone.

thank God tt Good friday din't turn out as "king kong kiang" as i tot.. Praise Him. i believe.. many seeds are sowed. tts great. Just like when i was young, my mum brought me to trinity church(if i not wrong it was a good friday) to watch a magic show. i heard the gospel..i knew sin seperated us frm God.i learnt tt Jesus was the answer and is the real God. i was young then. even though i did not recieve Christ at that evengelist event.. a HUGH seed (as big as a durian seed) was sown into my heart. it was jus in me.. all the way.. till i finally recieved Him into my life. "shout to the Lordd..all te earth.. let us sing.."

i enjoyed myself vy much for the past few days. went over to eunice'hse, ruoling's hse and joel's hse. haaa.i laughed too much the past few dayss.. hahaa. esp yest,at joel's hse.. tthose words frm phebe.."come ah ca"..made me laughed till i cry.. i was damm funny. ok..i suddenly tired.. dunwanna blog already.. gotta prepare for sch.=)

Sunday, April 16, 2006

bitterness. forgive me Lord.. i'm willing to give it all to You. not my will but Urs be done.... take it all..
i will do it for You.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

ok.. cant get to sleepp.. its so late at night.. if ger ever found out i sleep so late.. she is gonna kill me. oh nooo. haha..okokok i will sleep after this k.promise=)).. i jus read daena's blogg. haha it made me laughh. daena daena.. where are u. haha.. miss tokking crap and doing crappy things wif u. hahaa.. crapp. ohh i ate crabmeat and sausage jus noww.. ca cook one. vy nice!! best i have eveer eaten kk!! ok..i'm craving for it now k. thanks ger. =)) grabbss for 5mins!*i miss u so much today!!lalalaaaa..oh. haha..i miss sam. so long nv meet up wif her already.. wonder how is she now.. heard tt she vy long nv go training alreadyy..hmm guess must be the examz.
excited about fridayy kk. hahaa.. prayingggg. =)). ahh i sleepy alreadyyyyyyy... so sudden! its as sudden like the rushing wind vooom across the little tree..(ok.. bad anology.. aiya.. ppl creative can..)king kong kiang. i wanna sleep alreadyy.... hamster is making so much noise!..
my sunshinee*

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

hahaa.. i'm okay already. it was jus a moment of anger. forgive me Lord.. i love my mum.

i'm superrrr angryyyyy... i dunno wats wrong wif my mum!! arGhh... she say i goes out everyday.. EVERYDAY!? i'm at HOME EVERYDAY CAN!? so pisseD...... ARGhHHhhh. she say i nv help my grandpa cook.!? wahhhh.. when did i eveerrrrr know HOW to COOOk... i'm suPER pISsed... y can she tok properly to meeee... arGhhhhhh..... i'm heated!

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

i was shocked at first when i saww..
why?

Thursday, April 06, 2006

last day of my year one today.. time flies..
after my examz.. my second year is gonna start at ard september? heard frm the course manager today.. most prob by the end of this year.. we will move to our new campus.. which is at tiong bahru.. i dun wannnnn hahhAHa... y dun they move to yishun... yishun got fresher air.. i can breathe better.. and study better..

the thought of year 2.. made me =( .. cos i know its gonna be super busyyy. sch everyday.. monday to friday.. no more free day anymore.. exams and test is gonna be soo squashed up together.. ahhh.. worst.. heard tt school holidays the most only 10days only...wooo.. have to pray about it k. and DUN THINK SO MUCH. i'm toking to myself.....

my friends and i were toking about going over to australia to the university in the third year to complete the course there. tt will be surely betterr... butt... its gonna be so expensive.. think it cost ard 10000000000000000000 plates of chicken rice? tts alot...

anyway.. i jus got my PSB student card today.. so ugly... haaahaa. cant wait to get my Uni's student card end of this year...think it looks nicer. hahaha


tada......









for conclusion.... i'm going to play badminton later.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

i miss playing basketball....
i miss being in a team.....
i miss all my teammates....
i miss wearing my jersey....
i miss doing warm up together...
i miss being nervous for a match...
i miss being pulled out by coach to get ready to enter court....
i miss saying the word "jia you k.."...
i miss being scolded by coach....
i miss woishing....
i miss running my 2.4km... but i still hate it.. haa
i miss trainings..especially training camps....
i miss having leg crampss...haaa
i miss playing basketball badly....
i need to play as soon as possible...
i need to touch a basketball soon...

Sunday, April 02, 2006

wahh scary..today's sermon is about dunno wat dunno wat anger.. something to do wif anger one.. when i was vy angry wif my mum last night. haha. but Thank God everything is ok now. once i show my mum my face.. it solves everything.. but also must prayy.. last night.. i woke up in the middle of the night to ask God for forgivness.. i must learn to control my temper towards my mum. i love my Mum k!.

wooo.. thank God now my cmf ppl has reached 7ppl! haha..thank God thank God! =). cant wait for good friday! yeah!.. hope my mum will come.. cant wait... wat shuld i wear tt day ah?? no skirt K*!haa

had a great day todayy.. felt quite bad when i reached home.. cos i disturbed u* alot.. esp about the teeth thing... hahaa.. but i jus play play kkk.. =)) ..raindrops falling on my head...ooppss.. herher.. joking.. i love u kkkk!!alot! =))) okkk.. we ate kenny rogers for dinner... waH.. i almost typed tony rogers.. hahahaaA.. haha u cannot catch me=P.. it was nicee... haha.. i love the muffin and corn.. hahaa.. we toked toked toked.. and laughed our whole brain out.(eee).crapped about baba black sheep, humty dumbty and jack and jill when up the mountian. hahhAaa.. we were lame man.. er.. there were.. me,pretty ger,bee,eunice,ruoling,ana,sherry and victoR! hahaa..okk.. head home after dinnerr.. =) to watch my campus super star... zhi yang won.. cool. actually not bad la.. haha.. but i still support adraino..

anyway.. jiaying went to pronounce adraino as.. audrey.. wah.. so different man.. no wonder she is my sister..... and she also pronounced idol as.. ideo....wah.. -_-.. worst then me.. hahaha..

alright...nxt 2 wks is gonna be super busy for me... cos exams cominG!.. wahh.. abit kan chiong this time.. compared to last yr.. cos this yr i quite slack.. still dare to say ah..i jus try my best and study hardd..! buT also MUST COMMIT to GOd.. cannot study on my own strenght..... nonono man!.. anyway.. ger* will also be vy busyy.. coss. she pia-ing for her mid year.. jia youU kk =)) u can do it onE!! support u all the way frm yishun to tampines.. tts vy far kk.. jia youuuuuu*! ruoling is also having her examz soon.. jiayou KK! =))..

miss uuuu*....

thank God for taking over....no longer i but U..=)

Saturday, April 01, 2006

i'm SUPER PISSED NOW! SUPER! with who!? with my MOther! ..arGH!..... so ANgrY! she jus assume things and dun even wan to listen to me!! i'm NOT going to TOK!... ARGH!.. i wanna boX the wall!