once again.
i'm tired.

down wif flu for a few days. on sat night i even had high fever. it was ard 8pm, din go to jazz concert. i was running high temperature. my mum wasnt at home. i was all alone in my mum's room lying on my bed. i tought i was dying. i prayed. ask God to take care of my family.. take care of ca.. and forgive me of all my sins. i really tot i was gona die jus like tt. high tempt.. i wasnt thinking properly. so i got up. and ask my sis to take panadol for me. i woke up. i knew i was tihnking too much. so i ate panodol. and decided to play guitar and sing for God. read the bible. read out loud. asking for God's presenceto be there wif me. He was there. my fever was gone by night.
ca. no worries. nxt time i will call u.
i realised.. when i'm sick. i tend to think alot.

i'm tired. heartache,worried,anxious,weak and everytihng. jus dun feel like toking to anyone. maybe its jus my nose la. i now its not right. but i still human ok.

i'm really tired. i really really feel like taking a long break. i dunno from wat... i have had a long long break already. one yr of long break already. jus feel like gg out of singapore. maybe for cruise.. or for holiday.....

running away.

sometimes. i really dunno wat i wan. seriously. tts y i will say things tt hurt. or heck care here and there. someitmes i care too much. sometimes i dun bother too much. i jus wanna be a peanut.

shall not tok.

silly ca is waiting.
i love you vy much k. i gave u my word. no worries. =) give u a lard. thank you for taking care of me today. refilling water and water.. pei-ing me throughout. haa. as we have prayed today. we noe God will take care of us. =)