STEAMBOAT!
cant wait for nxt thurs. all over

i'm vy tired. cant help but to break down. feel like jus giving up.this is NOT my oiddahdahuihuiuhdauih to aoijiondi and i din poskdpofnoien can? ospkdpaokdhieufundusnufu LA.ARGH. but i know i cannot. its jus not right. jus press on for another week k? it has been vy tough. pressured by both sides. expectations and expectations.argh. changes and changes and changes and changes. after one changes.. so many things have to be arranged. argh. I do enjoy doing such stuff. but this is jus too much for me. i jus feel VY unhappy. i can tell u its very! i feel irritated.. annoyyed..frustrated anD aiya.. i dun wanna care already. TOKING is so much easier then being DONE.. DONE! argh DONE!?!!!??? i AM UNHAPPY! and i jus cried in front of my mum when i was pouring out everything to rl. i hate to cry in front of my mum. i hate to make her worry. since tomato's incident.. i told myself, i'm not gg to cry in front of my mum and make her worry anymore. but i jus did again. i cant possibily tell her the reason. she will jus ask me to quit.

i had enough. not gona care.


outside note. i wanna thank bee for supporting and helping me all this while. thanks bee. thank God for u. and ruoling too. thank you for letting me pour out everytihng and supporting me. thank you for ur patience. and also ca. thank you ger.. for standing by me wif ur love and support.

forgive me Lord. You are more than able. hide me behind